Just a different way to Frame Myself.

Leave My Dreams Behind Me

Waking up in the morning, not knowing what to do.

There you were in my dreams but not in my room.

In those waking moments I had to separate.

Who you are in reality, from in my dreams.

I don’t mind if you’re here or if you’re there

But please leave my mind, I can’t stand you everywhere

I miss what we had but that’s gone we can’t turn back.

The you that’s in my dreams is the answer I gave me.

To all of the wrong reasons why we were we

 Isn’t weird how we complicate the simple things

And simplify the complex.

Its easier to look at this as an experience.

That I have to come back from with resilience.

And accept and understand that you played a part 

In making me who I am

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We'll Get Through This

What i am trying to do here, 

is try to make my message clear,

that im not trying to settle down, 

im just trying to reach a common ground

I dont know what i want in my life, 

but I dont want be just your wife,

It seems like love is just a game 

to try to buckle down just another dame.

what im trying to convey 

is that my feelings are here to stay, 

with you, my dear, and with these words im being  

real sincere 

I just dont know if happiness 

is all about of fitting into that dress.

Lets make sure that were on the same page

That I think the concept of marriage is vague

Im just looking for happiness, 

in a life where ignorance is bliss

Im just trying to find my own peace

with it, my dear, and with these words im being  

real sincere 

I see us falling deeper in love, 

when you understand all the above

I dont want to be caught up in all this,

Idea that marriage equals happiness

I find myself so happy, 

when you and me are laughing

I find myself so happy

with you my dear

we shouldn't fear

my dear

All a diary is...

Is what I want to be remembered for when I am gone.
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Is proof of who I am.

Nerds...

I feel like all nerds are just really self confident and are comfortable in their own skin.

Unfiltered ideas.

I define these as being thoughts that are hot off the press. It's easier to describe the process. I'll be on the internet researching, studying, looking at a certain topic and ill learn from it. Ill take the (i call them) rumors......

Self Awareness

I wonder if the only reason why humans have created societies for centuries is because of our ability to make conscious decisions.

People know that dolphins, known to be one of the smartest animals besides homo sapient, recognize themselves in a mirror.

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Inception idea: What if idea was created by self awareness?

Facebook

Does anyone else think that Facebook might take over. Alright a little dramatic but I think that Facebook is as powerful as Google now. I mean everyone uses it and now smart phones are wiring it into their functionality.

(I sometimes also think that Latin might come back again.)

After seeing the movie The Social Network....
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It is better than Myspace because its not personalized (in the way that the creator can manipulate the image of themself.). You are able to search for people in a way that allows you to remember who that person was to you, rather than look at who that person is now.

Everyone is shown in an equal (sometimes seemingly equal light) by that i mean there are features on the site that are made to.....
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The movie really isn't to its full potential brilliant in all the ways that it is right now. I am sure that decades later many people are going to want to watch it and not understand why its "so" good because they will never experience how Facebook changed our generations' lives. I feel like my experience prior to watching the film was that i was already had an understanding of Facebook's role in my life. What I didn't know was why.
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Kimya Dawson Lyrics that I take to Heart.

Figuring out our role within the context of the whole.

Oh mother...

I love how my mom will leave me comments on my facebook about my physical features she pasted down to me. :]

"Great Teeth"

Life lesson.

I just want to live my life doing the stuff i love, with others that live their life like me.

The only reason why something is frustrating is because you KNOW that there is an other way to fix the problem at hand.Or you just do NOT know at all.

Being good at art lies in the ability to look at things critically and to be able to formulate a seperate meaning than what most would see at first glance.

There was an interesting mordern evolution of art in late 1800's that Pablo Picasso is famous for. Cubisum. All thanks to the invention of the camera. Before it an artists goal was to recreate realistic images. The camera forced artists to take their paintings in a seperate direction, instead of making their paints looks realistic, without brush strokes, they started to develope a style that made their art look like is was, a painting.

I think that artists like Andy Warhole made the next modern art movement towards photoshopping and distorting pictures, popular iconic photos. This form of art is really just repeating the movement picasso made by creating a different point of view for the viewer to see the popular image.

Whoever the artists, modern art is moving toward uncovering human emotions and feelings. It brings us to reality.  

What is art for?

"Art is merely an intensification and exaggeration of what everyone does quite naturally.....If the notion that everyone is an artist seems foreign to our highly professionalized society of specialists, it is only because art has been falsely set apart from life, in the course of which it has lost its communal nature and function."-Ellen Dissanayake."

Our art now has become more commodified, instead of making things special, we buy products that are mass produced. We let one artist do art for us, when it is a natural behavior for us to want to do art ourselves.
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"Art is art, doesn't matter what form its in. Dance, photos, clothes, paintings, sculptures, storytelling. Its created by people who are just looking to express their opinion/emotion."


Everyone is able to make art. 
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I feel like people can be and ARE the art that they create. By cause and effect. You want to become 

Thanks to my creators.

Everyone questions why they are here and what their purpose is. And even who it is that put us here. Well I feel content with the fact that I know the people who created me, my mom and dad. Later I will have children of my own that my partner and I created. To me thats an answer I am content with. It is my goal now to create a purpose for my life, and the people I have in it. 

This is me thanking you mom and dad for creating me and my world around me. because you made my world unique, whether you meant to or not, I have followed you for the first part of my life, in the houses we lived in, the family and friends that were yours, and now those are my building blocks.

His photos bring abstract looks at uncomfortable images, that many would look really vulgar but he leaves the mark of an artist's brush.

Or does he? Look at the link below to find out for yourself.

http://ryanmcginley.com/Life_Adjustment_Center

Home is...

Where ever you feel comfortable to do what you want.